After some gentle prodding and direction by earthlings very close to my heart, I have been convinced to share my process of Recovery with you, My Universe. This started over 3 months ago....July 22nd, 2008 to be exact. Prior to that date, I had successfully developed a mode of thinking and being that was at complete odds with the Universe.
How did I know? Well, there is an adage that states, "I was too tired to live but more scared to die." Another states..."the bottom is the place where you have lost or are about to lose the one thing more important than alcohol and drugs." Prior to finding the bottom, I often wondered what it looked and felt like. My own experience has shown me that you know it when you get there...it's that simple. If you are headed there, only one person can pull the emergency brake. That person is you.
I am writing this from a place of serenity...a place I did not know existed until very recently. Mmm, the sound of life happening. The sound of here. The sound of now. Here and now are all that matter. These two things, I have found, are among my only true possessions in this world.
I pray they become possessions of yours as well.
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So blessed to be part of your universe!
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