God's Love....

Now, before you run for the hills with the fear in your mind that this is going to turn into some kind of Billy Graham monologue...chill the fuck out. The term has been thrown around quite a bit lately. Especially in the circles I tend to run in now.

I've been reading a book called The Power of Now. There's a lot in those pages for folks like me. Being present allows me time to appreciate the things around me that have gone unnoticed for so long. I feel there is a pure kind of love in the Universe. I have felt it at times. It has no want or need, it just is what it is. I feel we all have this love or light that comes out of us no matter what. My own comfort relies on an inimpeded flow of my light. When something interferes with my output for very long, things start to go wrong in me. Generally speaking, it is me who interferes with the flow. Sometimes, I desperately want to hold my light back in order to get something I want or I think I need. Other times, I desperately try to make certain pieces of my spectrum brighter than they really are for the same reasons. Any time I attempt to manually control this power or purpose, or whatever the hell we're gonna call it...shit goes wrong. It's a guranteed trip to "there." There is that place I've never been but I've always thought I was headed to. I can tell you what every tree and bush looks like. I can tell you what the people are like and how good the coffee is....but there is a fundamental problem in that this "there" does not exist....sorry to break it to everyone. Sorry that you had to read about it here. But--at least we are here. Yes.

So, God's Love. Yeah, I feel it resides in us all and our primary purpose is to let that love-light shine unimpeded. Without obstacle.

Good Luck with that....